Depression sucks

I didn’t know I actually had depression until recently, but I had thought I did a while ago. I’ve had it for years though. I’ve been broken. Hurting. Alone. Nobody notices. Or cares. But the depression takes over every day. I have scars. Cuts. Pain. Anxiety. Depression is like a volcano. It used to erupt every once in a while. But now, it’s every single day. If I hold in anything it just erupts inside. If I let it out, I cry for hours. Every night I used to cry myself to sleep. The volcano would kill me. Slowly. Every day. More pain. I was bullied. For how I look. By my best friend. Every time I see her, I feel the volcano growing. I believed everything she said, because she kept telling me. She doesn’t bully me anymore. But I still bully myself. When I look in the mirror, I cringe. It hurts to look in the mirror. It hurts to know I’m not wanted. I feel like a burden. I’m only in the way. I hurt everyone who talks to me. Because I let them in my life, then I push them away without realizing.



Submitted November 16, 2017 at 01:42AM by Broken1465 http://ift.tt/2ikxKrQ
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